.Monday, May 14, 2007 ' 7:07 PM Y
Blogger is fine for now.
Wanted to blog out all the things but blogger was often down.
I think that my d dote on my m in a different kind of way.
She's so lucky. My d gave her $$$ to buy a car.
While me? I dont even have my 2K for driving, not even the red nano that is promise to me.
I presonally felt that my d dont like me anymore.
But its ok lah.
I have lots of experience in this area.
The more i wish for/hope for will always be my worse nightmare.
I'm always a lone person. So, its really ok.
My day was ruined by networking.
I only have 5 pathetic marks for the configuration marks.
-.- very disappointed.
I really do not have the talent to study or do anything wise.
I am suffering inside everytime.
My d, m, and all others dont understand what i feel.
I know/ knew that teaching me is a difficulity.
I dont even understand what MR D is talking about.
Mr D will vomit blood if i ask him any qns (i think).
Just like when i asked him a qns today, he dont even know what i am talking about.
All the testes are coming.
Previously, i have a wish, now, i have another.
My previous one is to get marry early and leave the house.
Now, i hope that i can have a normal life. A life where i can understand what everyone is talking about. A life where i will be much more clever.
As evidence, classmate will catch the teacher hints easily.
The teacher will just talk abit and blahblah blah... it will be continue by classmate.
Me? Teacher talk talk talk and yet i will be sitting there scratching my hair.. blur.
My day is just bad bad bad.
I just hope to have a nice sleep when i reach home.
I have been losing sleep recently.
:( :( :(
I may look happy everyday.
I am happy when i can go out.
But deep down, i know i am
depress and emotional.
