.Sunday, April 1, 2007 ' 10:36 PM Y
I am sorry.
I do not know where excatly to start.
I am not good with my words thus the long explaination that i have to do.
It hard to describe the situation that is around me.
I, myself, dont even know how to explain it.
I, myself do not know why there is so many problems to it.
I dont have a happy F. Right from the day i am out, i do not have one.
I told myself not to be close to them.. i chose not to be, i guess.
I am sorry. Dont be angry or sad.
You are not not wanted. You are always welcome.
It is me who really really scare of eveything.
Sorry.